I called my grandmother (she is in spirit) while i walked.  I don't do this very often because frankly it scares me but i needed her today.  She answered.  I could hear her voice inside my head.  Then she came down upon my back in a warm feeling.  I loved her because she loved living.  "I miss your flesh", i said (in my head), "Why am i in this body without you to love me?"  Then i saw a fence row with plants of such colour.  "But you can take this picture", she said, "whereas i cannot".  "You are having a journey in this body", she said.  "Your job is to love like you want to be loved". I asked for her again, lamenting woes past and present and she warmed my back three times.